The PRODUCER was in tense condition... He won't cool down no matter what...
The monotone guy is trying to practice with his script. Good job by the way. Finally you manage to do it in a not so monotone way. ..(LOL)

Our group WRAP UP pattern... special leh.... hehehehe...

I'm so sorry... i don't know why all of sudden i feel like sitting like that...

Now.. i have to pay attention to Chris... listen to the orders...."Yes sir, Yes BaBi"

ADUI why can't this BABI stop sweating and cool himself down la...

The In FM crew!! for more information pls login to www.in.fm (LOL)

VOiLa!! The Johnny's food really look very THai-ish~

My food la..

I don't know why i feel like being a bit boyish recently. What had happen to me?

Chinese New Year Live show = on Christmas Eve ??!!!

On this year Christmas i have to keep listening to the chinese new year songs just to keep the chinese new year mood for the radio live show. Though there were a few techincal problem occur but we had did our best and the cooperation was amazing. Chris.. thanks for everything...we knew that you work very hard for this and it can be seen from your dark circles.. LOL... just kidding.. anyway really thank you a lots... To Anthony Bella Bella... Yea yea oh oh tata oh.. i know i am not spontanous enough.. fine! you will do everything! (LOL) Don't worry it's just a joke.. i am sorry that i can't control my hand these few day hehehe..Anyway .. no doubt that you are a talented announcer! Good Job...

Khing Mun i am sorry i hitted you .. er.. welll.. you know hahahaha...

Well.. today was a wonderful day and happy is a no doubt. Really love you guys a lots!!

Wonderful day i have....

I had a wonderful day yesterday. Well i won't deny that it was really tiring and my neck was so pain and my leg was so shaky after the shooting. Well, after the recoding at "Gary's" house i went and meet CK for his shooting. We stop at Ee Von's house and start the day with a simple make up. After that we head to the swimming pool there to have our "picnic" scene. Me, Nantana and another chinese girl i forgot her name (opss ..so sorry....). We have to eat non stop and what's worst was we need to pretend to laugh. Well, to be more precise.. i need to pretend laughing like an insane chinese lady,HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!


It took about.. 2 to 3 hours to shoot that scene. WOW~ butt pain cause i am wearing a short skirt so i have to fold my leg properly when i sit, or else.. it will be my "porn movie". Alright, when we are done with that, the Adv. students take turn to snap photos with us. Well Well Well... and now finally that "Fat Gay Director" (LOL) confess the truth after so long! He said that he remember me for some shit! "If it is raining.. Fiona will be the last one to know it is raining"!!! It was so stupid as the TT MC finalist and programme designer used to call me with that! (URGH!!!)
Ok.. Fat Gay.. laugh till you feel like stopping ... i don't mind..!! (BLEK~)




Well it was pretty late after that so we went to Genting Klang for dinner. Honestly, i feel uneasy for the seniors to treat me and Nantana dinner.Yea.. i had "PORN RICE" (LOL). It was suppose to be prawn rice and not porn rice. It was all because of that Fat Gay. He named my rice like that.Well.. I really feel super uneasy because they are treating us as if we are the boss oand they are the worker for us. I will feel myself being rude for that. I tried to take my purse out to pay for my own dinner but Fat Gay stop me. ( SIGH .. haizzz.. ) When we finished our dinner we head to Ashlee's house for the next shoot.






Pity Nantana. i bet she have phobia towards muruku now ( HAAHAHAHAHAHA)...
Her scene was to eat muruku in front of the television and to stand during the countdown. Imagine that she need to eat that not so tasty muruku for so many times. What's worst was that she was feeling so full because we just had our dinner!!





OK~ Finally it's my turn...........
I have to wet my super long hair at first and put lots of shampoo onto it so that bubbles are seen. My neck was really pain because i have to bend my neck and body to show that i am washing my hair. It was funny that because of my too long hair i have to shoot a few more times as before that i didn't split my hair away when i need to stand and face the camera. (ended up looking like ... er....... hantu berambut panjang hahahahah)
When everything was done~ my leg was really shaking as if it was having an earthquake. Thank God no one notice about it. i don't want to make them worry.





Finally the shooting was done. I hope what i did can help them in their assignments. Feel so glad that i can get to know them. Especially that Fat Gay hahaha... The Banana and being "racist" for the own race. Finally i found someone in the college that have the same thinking just like me. I thought i am a weirdo at first for being like that. But now.. i know that i am not.. hahahaha...









































































































(To Be Continue when i get those photos..... hahahaha...)

Black Friday 09'

Say *cheese* take 1 !



Say *cheese* take 2!!

Say *cheese* take 3 !!! phew~

25th October 2009,MPO and KTLG...

Habby, Me and Evelyn
Me, Habby and Evelyn AGAIN!!!

Went to MPO for the orchestra...

Stepped right into the orchestra hall.... and i feel so happy to get into it...

It was really grand.. That's for sure and... when i lifted my head... The wonderful structure of the "ceiling" amazed me....

I wish that my future house will be like that too... *day dreaming*

It was pretty funny when i was asking Evelyn and Habby why is't most of the musician are with fat tummies... They said it's because they sit all the time even when they're playing with their instruments....LOL..

After that more and more "Ghost Guy" came out and Habby was trying to search for a handsome one. Well... she finally found one as there was really not much to choose in fact...Most of them are quite old..

The conductor... was a hilirious one. Joking all the while was what he did during the whole orchestra. Did a great job in entertaining everyone in the hall and to create laughter in everyone... *BRAVO*

The music played was really nice...

I was really paying attention to it.. But honestly.. This was kinda normal to me..

It was not what i really want... What i heard today was mostly like the Swan Lake Princess cartoon that i used to watch last time. I actually prefer something that's more romanticand in a touching type of music that can stir my emotion..

It was really nice to have you to sat beside me. Disturbing me was a good thing or else i will eventually fall asleep in the hall too. As when i paid too much of attention.. I feel a bit tired...

I paid attention to it because i want to enjoy it and it was also because i want to respect those who were playing on the stage. I know how it feels when someone appreciate and don't appreciate what you perform on the stage. I can't go and thank them for performing all of sudden as they will definately think i am insane. That's why, paying attention and smiling was the best thing that i can do...

After the orchestra.. 4 of us went out and try to snapped some photos..

There was an event promoting those big bikes and there were a few sexy and beautiful young lady posing at side of the bikes... As usual... all the guys don't want to miss the chance!

Included you!! Don't deny !! *LOL*

OH YEA!! Forget to thank some crazy people for fanning my palm... LOL...

~THANKS~

( Headed to church after that....)

Bro. Calvin made 5 of us, (Cylus, Kai Chi, Me, Amanda and Mark) to drew with our hands facing backward!! It was so hard!! And i had no idea of what i drew.. The worst drawing ever... hahahaha...

After the ice breaking.. the KOPITIAM lifegroup continue with the P&W then sharing time!!

It was always great to get to share and to listen to what others have to share in the lifegroup. It helps me to get update on what are they up to now a days.

Before the lg ended, we discussed about the youth outing that the leaders have been planning to go on this coming November. Hiking is one of the activity recommended by one of the lg member. I love to hike BUT... without LEECHES please!!! Other than that, makan-makan also might be the choice for the outing. It's great to makan together but it is more to a fellowship and not really an outing, i think....

Well... this is what happened..... whole day long.............

Still dare not enough to say "Bring it on"...

It's too powerful that i wish that i can i have a bolder heart and a wiser mind...

O'Lord.. make me a strong disciple of yours...

A wise man...

Salt of the world....

(^^,)

Humbly Come Before You..

Lord.. now as i come before you.. I want to leave everything i've got to you and bow down right in front of you...



"Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and i will dwell in the house of the Lord, forever." Psalm 23:6


"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.

Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.

Blessed are those who hunger
and thirst for righteouseness,
for they will be filled.

Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.

Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.

Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called the children of God.

Blessed are those who are
persecuted because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you."

Matthew 5:3 - 11





*Thank the Lord for all the blessing.. With a thankful heart i know that every obstacles and test you are giving me is to mould me into the one that you want.

Lord i remembered that you've once told me that you will not put me in the test that i can't do it. Every test iss to make me into a better one that i can make a great testimony one day. Something that makes me to be even mature. To grow, spiritually and mentally.
There are times when i am going through all these i will tend to forget what you've told me before. I am here to seek forgiveness from you too Lord. You know what i am going through definately and Lord i wish that you will continue to bless me with a bolder heart. Stonger heart that can make it through the pain. Lord, you are the name above the names and i wish that the Holy Spirit will be with me all the times too.
Love my neighbour as i love myself..
Love and forget the enemy and no hatred come before me.
Break the walls ...
Bring it on Lord.....

Why is everything sticked together in the New Semester???

The second semester had finally begin. Well, i attented the very first lecture today. Radio and DJ lecture at DK ABC. Conducted by Mr. Justin Lopez, elder brother of Jennifer Lopez. HEHEHE..
When he brief about the subject, i don't know why but the word STRESS kept haunting me!
Practical based is what Mr. Justin said the second semester will be focusing on. Get the feeling of WORRY i can say. As i feel that i am not good in enough and there are too many good ones around me. There are times i feel that i can fit into no where. Why do i feel so? You may question me that but i can only please you by saying " I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY ". Maybe i feel too low self esteem? That's me. Since young till now. *sigh*







OH YA!! Back to the topic! Second semester timetable is really killing me! All the time are sticking together and hardly get a break. LONG HOURS of LECTURES and TUTORIALS!!
Why is't only E1 get such a "marvelous" "wonderful" "fantastic" timetable??!!
That's a sad thing. But, there are lots of happy thing coming up next! HAHAHAHA.. i mean right now.
I wonder is't all the cupids are trying to get higher salary? XD!!
If not why is't there are so many couples after the semester break???
In my class alne there are 3 pairs!
In other class also there's at least 1 pair!
PAIR ~
PAIR~
PAIR~

Adui~ kepala pun dah putar-putar!




Before i forget i want to wish :

♥ VC and Karena

♥ Alfred and Yoon Yi

♥ Christopher and Grace






♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ SEMOGA BAHAGIA ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ *wink*










Felt happy today. Because i get to look at you smiling at the phone when i texted you.
Felt extremely happy.
You don't look that fierce anymore. *hehehehe*
Wonder what are you feeling at that time and i wish to tell you that i feel very happy that i can get to see you today. Even it's not face to face but, from a far distance also i can feel the happiness... ^^

Congrats to my dearest Uncle Ocean, but.. "kesian" me..

This Uncle Ocean and Aunt May.. I will upload more of his photos when i get the other photos from my uncle..

I feel so happy seeing Uncle Ocean smiling like that. This is the first time i saw that...

Me and my mum..

Look alike??

This is me..
My cousin trying to snap my photo as a revenge actually as i kept snapping his photo so he wanted to snapped mine also..

It was hectic and tiring for sure these few days helping my uncle to arrange all his marriage stuff. It's not easy !! Sleep late but needs to wake up early in the morning. But as long as my uncle feels happy i don't mind ^^..

Well now.. every uncle at my mum's side family are married. The next.. i guess is just waiting for my cousin brother or.. me to get married?? HAHAHAHA.. It's a stupid joke, i know. I will not marry until i achieve what i want in my career. Career have to come first then only i will go after marriage as i don't want my family to suffer next time. I want to be there to provide what my parent want and to be there to provide what my children needs. I don't want my husband to provide everything!

Back to the story..

That night was awesome.. i mean, the wedding dinner.. Though i didn't get to eat much as i was the "CAMERAMAN" for my uncle. But i feel happy becuase once again i can see my uncle smiling like the sun shining! Besides that i can also feel how happy my aunts and mum to see thheir youngest brother to be a REAL GROWN UP! LOL

But.. what makes me feel.. "kesian me" was that....

My uncle's friends.. came and ?"serbu" me just to snap photos with me and to get my number..

AND NOW... i am in TROUBLE!!!

Watching you from far....

Moved my mouse to the link.. and clicked it..

The word surprise came into my mind as i didn't expect you to dedicate the post to me..

I will not misunderstanding and i understand what you are trying to say...but there are times.. i wish that you could tell things straight forwardly..

Do not make it to beat about the bush.. as there are times i do judge or will get it wrongly..

I don't want to hurt you.. i don't want to make you angry too...

I wish to see you smile... Wish to hear you laugh...

Wish you to be like how you used to be...

I know.. that i can't do anything anymore.. it's too late..

But there are things i really wanted to talk with you and share every single experienced that i went through to you..

But... hesitation came to me..





Will you listen? Will you care about it? Or will you just ask me to zip my mouth and hold it with both of my hands and walk away"?



Tried to get my eye away from the phone... but.. it didn't really work, i suppose..



There are times i wish that there are no hesitation passing by me.. or even you..

But that couldn't be true..



Saw you in my mind.. walking and standing far away..

I'm just right behind you.. stretching my little fingers ..

But it can't be reached.. i keep it back..

It's another hesitation.. HAIZ~

What will you do if you were me?

What will you do if you are right behind me?

Will i get a call from you..?

Or i will get no sign of you, at all?



I wanted to tell you that i really missed you too..

Truly a lots...

Wishing that i could hear you... speak to me..

Whisper to me..

Right beside me...



Not getting it wrong...

感情...

我是一个普通的人，如他人。有时候，我提出错误的举动，有次我使成功的标志，会亮起。
特别是感情...

问我，我做什么的？问我，我会如何生存？问我是否知道我是哪里的？
我只能告诉你..我不知道..

在我的情绪控制每个部分，我的身心。这使我很难生存。但我猜它是礼物..这并不是说很难与它生存下来，但我如何控制它我事。很明显，我没有一个非常糟糕的工作。
只能责怪自己的愚蠢，我可以说。但我肯定有一个理由和目的，为什么上帝给我这个礼物。我有一个在这个世界的目的了。该船1上帝也。

不同的人可能会感到或看到我的个性我的不同。
有些人可能认为这...我是一个非常害羞，被动和胆小的人。 一些人认为我的一种善良，有爱心，真诚和关怀的人或一个人是非常雄心勃勃的人才。 有些人甚至认为这是一个非常粗鲁，独裁者我，有人说的并不友好。
但只有我自己知道我是谁真的很快乐。没有人知道自己比我当然。我乞求对地球上的，请停止来看我！ * （丢弃眼泪）
我不在乎是否要称赞我不是因为我不喜欢得到赞美，但是，当涉及到误会....它伤害了我比什么都..疼痛，这让我像一个在我的心头，直接用刀刺伤的感觉。

但我知道，无论什么，这是我自己的过错。对于大家对我的判断记笔记。这是我自己的愚蠢，我自己的过错..
事情不会是这样的，否则我不会感到连一个伤害，如果我忽略人们说，和法官。事情不会是这样的，如果我能控制自己的感受。

给我一点时间，我会凤凰一样的上升从灰烬！给我一些时间来改善。给我一些时间，是一个更好的。只要多一点，而..我不知道需要多长时间，但..斯特给我一些时间。

“唷〜”

HopefuLLy...

Woke up early in the morning, thought back of what you and i had talk about..

I've never thought that sunrise is so beautiful until you.. say it out..

wish that every morning when i wake up, the first scene that i want to have is this.. the beautiful and calming sunrise right outside of my window..

Was alone.. sitting.. thinking..
when will you appear..
i actually have a hope within me since these few days..
i really wish that i could read your mind..
i really wish that i could watch what are you doing,
i really wish that you can tell me what is in your mind,
Wishes are everywhere..
you and i,
she and he,
they and us..
all are hoping.. for something.. a little thing, a lot of thing..
when will it be fulfill?
But.. will the hopes of these people bring them happiness..
or disaster?
Will my hope bring happiness or....
I wish to know about it and..
i am now waiting for the right time..







i will be waiting..
i am still waiting for you..
you know who you are..
standing right in front of the door.. ready to give you the warmest hug..
but still... i wish that you would tell me...
what's in your mind..

Well, enough for all the emo emo feelings.. i had my last paper yesterday and it was awesome!

1st. the question was hard enough

2nd. people kept booking resit paper for me (cursing me to fail!! XD!!)

3rd. the hall was terribly cold but my body was terribly hot ( it happens to me since the start of the 1st paper )

4th. the guy behind me is very noisy XD!! ( hehe.. i was laughing all the while when he make noise )

Well.. that's the end of my first semester. It happened so fast that i really feel so glad about it. But at the same time i was actually scare that the coming semester will be tougher and i don't wish that i did my exam badly. I wish that i could handle it all.

I would thank this particular person..*****

Thanks for the care about how i feel and thanks for the encourage you had given me last night.

All these while i wanted to brought the matter up to you but it seems like you are so busy hanging around so i dare not to disturb and thought of let it be.. but what you told me last night i would keep it in my mind and.. i wish to tell you that.. once the bible had said.. if there's a man that slap you on the left, you let him slap you on the right too... that's why.. i won't mind letting anyone to slap me on my right if they had slapped me on my left ^^

Holiday starts and... Its the time for me to............ DREAM about EDWARD!!!! LOL ^^

Mendungnya pagi ini

Bagai memahami erti

Lambaian rambutmu

Bisakah kita

Hatiku nak bersatu

Kasih pun terbina

Namun cita membawamu oh jauh dariku

Mengapa harus cinta

Kelu ada yang berpisah oh

Tak ku mungkin mengerti

Mengapa harus kasih

Pastikan jua berakhir sayang

Tak sanggup ku menanggung pilu ini

Masih di fikiran

Getarmu mata bertemu

Di hati terasa

Oh debaran cinta

Keayuan wajahmu

Merdunya suara

Kini tinggal oh kenangan

Hingga ke akhirnya

Ikhlas ku berdoa

Pada yang Esa

Kan ku kenang

Apa erti selamanya

masing-masing sibuk mencari cinta.. hinggakan ke pelusuk dunia..

pernahkah kita fikirkan.. mengapa harus kita cinta?

apakah itu cintu sebenarnya??

Mengapa pilu rasanya bila kita cinta?

Inginku menangis bagi melafazkannya,namun..

Tidak terhenti tangisannya..

Melihat mu dekat pada si dia.. ingin ku menyuruh mu.. JANGAN.. namun..

ku tidak berdaya

siapakah aku pada mu....

ingin ku bisik di telingamu..

melafazkan... bahawa..

AKU CINTA PADAMU..

Am i ESTHER?? *ORPHAN*

She look scary?? YEA.. but only in the movie and this poster...


The actual her is really pretty and cute.. ladies and gentlement.. may i present you.. Isabelle Fuhrman.. ( ESTHER )

They parents that adopted her...

ESTHER trying to fit into a sexy dress and getting ready to seduce the dad, with the sexy dress...red lipstick and heavy eyeliner...

Me = ESTHER????!!

They say i look like her because of my dress and my make up.. Well i am sorry this photo can't see my make up that well hehehe...

This is me.. TRUST ME I AM NOT ESTHER.....................

It's me again... hahaha

"HEY!! ESTHER!!!!"... Early in the morning i was greeted like that by my classmates. I was acutually kinda blur of why they call me like that. I mean.. i don't even know who's ESTHER!! Then slowly they tells me about the ESTHER story. It was the main actor in the movie titled 'Orphan'. They said i dress like her and i look like her this morning. Well.. i was actually looking forward to watch this movie but unfortunately no one wanted to watch it before this. But i am lucky that i dress like ESTHER. In the end i went and watch it with someone.. hehezz.

It was awesome!! As a broadcast student, i would rate this movie as VERY GOOD. The acting skill is good and the story is creative enough. But i feel annoyed by the bunch of people screaming for fear in the cinema. It was really annoying. I wanted to watch that movie in peace and i really want to study ESTHER. She's a 9 year old girl. But guess what.. a 9 year opld girl manage to do killing and.. seduces her father!! Well.. the truth is she's not 9 year old actually. She's 33!! She look like a child because of the hormonal problem in her that stunted her growing. And she had mentally disorder. If she can't make it to seduce the dad in the adopted family, she will kill the whole family in the end. YEA.. It's disgusting to see how a child wanted to seduce the father and telling him that she LOVE im very much and praising the father very handsome and good guy. PHEW..

ESTHER sometime lock herself in the room. She did that because she wanted to draw something onto the wall of the house. She drew the picture of the parents that adopted her having S**.

When the father get to know it, it was too late. As he rejected her love. She took a knife and stab him from behind. Then pushed him and kept stabbing until he can no longer feel alive!

The way she kills.. is really violence. I enjoy watching it. But not because i like violence. It is because i feel so amaze to see a little girl that can act so well.

Whenever ESTHER is angry, she will be screaming like hell and kept banging things around her. Well.. i actually did that when i was a child. So am i having mental problem just like her??!!! hahahahaha.. I am a naughty child so i did that hahaha..

Here are some of the pictures.. Let them tell the stories. I have to rest.. hahaha..

hm.. better continue with my TWILIGHT chapter 10!!

Very curious to know about Bella and Edward....

BookS!!!! ah!! MUACKS!!

YEAY!!!! Today went to KLCC for the bookfair. Bought really a lots of books!! Spend too much money .. hahaha...

I bought :

• Twilight Saga set
• A malay novel - Bila Dah Suka
• 5 A4 colourful files
• 1 case file
  

This is Twilight Saga!! I carry these books all along from the convention centre back home!! Stuck at the Jln Ampang almost 2 hours. I can hardly feel my back and my leg at that moment... OH Ya.. my hand too... I guess my muscle will come and say HELLO to me soon... hahaha..

I really can't wait to read these.. I have heard people talking about these books so i wanted to know what is so nice about it.

Have no idea what it is but i cant wait to read it!!

Lastly.. This Malay novel!!
Don't be surprise to know that i read mlay novel. I enjoy reading malay novels because i really love BAHASA MALAYSIA!! hahaha

Maklumlah saya nie kan konon-kononnya anak perempuan melayu wakakakakakaa...

WAA~ Really tired after walking the whole day at there. Oh ya.. before i enter the convention centre there were some officer from hospital standing at the side there using a gun lik laser to point at our forehead to check our body temperature! I was scare because i had just recovered from high fever. The officer knew that i was afraid then he laugh and say OKIE!! hahahaha...

WA~~ really feel so happy that i bought so much of books!!! hahaha..

But heart feel slightly painful because i spend so much.......

Headed to canteen 2 with Miczz to have our lunh. We passed by a table and saw a girl enjoying her bowl of ASAM LAKSA!!! My favourite!! Then i was so excited asked Miczz whether she want to have a bowl also. Well. i was actually expecting her to say no because she care too uch about her face hahahaha.. But what surprise me was that her YES answer hahaha.. then.. i get her to ask the girl where to get it. Then we ran to the particular counter hahahhaa..
THEN.............

Finally!!!! We managed to finished the super spicy and hot ASAM LAKSA!! NO MORE @ND TIME!!! hahahahahahaha... pay money just to suffer ..haha..

Snapped a few photos while waiting for the class.. Well.. nerdy.. with the book and the file in my hand, haha.. It was not near enough to see me so i get Miczz to help me to snapped another photo again...
TADAAA!!! My curls are in black that's why it is not that obvious in the picture.. come and see me personally if you want to see my curls.. hehehehe..

This is what i am waiting for... posing without looking at the camera.. hahahaha..

Well... this is how my curls looks like after a few hours..

It's not that nice yet because the creamy o springy effect was not there anymore after i kept touching it.. hehehe.. itchy hands!!

ThE LasT swimming!!

YEAY!! This is me and 1 of my swimming friend. We are the 1st to finished our shower after the swim. Well we are trying to snap photos while waiting for the rest of the MISSs inside the toilet to come out.... really waited for them soooo long!! GIRLS!!!
Alright! finally they are out of the toilet and now snapped the first photo and trying to adjust the position of the camera for a few times!! At last came to idea of squatting down.. I have to ran there to fit myself in hehehehehezzz...

We went out from the toilet and snapped a photo with the swimming pool. These are the beauties beside the pool!! hahahaha...

Then head back to the toilet there and take the final picture.. after that i rushed to class!!! I was late for the tutorial!!

Alright, that's all for now. Shall update it tomorrow again!!!

*chiao*