Ku tidak tahu...

Ku disini.. mengharapkan keajaiban untuk muncul dalam hidupku. Namun masih tidak dapat ku kecapinya. Ku hadir sebagai seorang insan yang tidak pernah dihargai. Mengapa?? Tidak dapat ku jawab..

Ku lihat gelak ketawa remaja yang begitu ceria dan bertenaga. Dikerumuni keriangan dan kebahagiaan bersama kawan.. Mereka masing-masing inginkan diri menjadi seseorang yang terkemuka.

Ku tidak mahu mengejar kekayaan..

Tidak ku mahu mengejar menjadi bintang pujaan ramai..

Hanya inginkan kegembiraan..

Keamanan..

Seringkali ku pujuk diriku untuk menjadi insan yang tabah..

TAPI..

Mengapa ku masih tidak dapat melakukannya??!!

Mengapa ku dilayan sebegitu?

Apakah kelebihan yang pernah wujud dalam diriku??

Ku tidak tahu....

saY gOodbye to FAirY TaLe

Well how stupid i am.. that is what i am going to say about myself..

Trying to get myself out of the fairy tale world.. Phew!! Thank God that i manage to make it.. Well... i am not sure will i fall into the same " hole" again.. wakakakakakakaka.. (opps.. i am so sorry, i know that i am not suppose to laugh like that)

Shan Shan!! I feel like killing you!! Don't treat me like that.. I am trying to make myself get out of the fairy tale world.. You want me to fall into it again huh??!! (hehe)

Oh no!! Don't want!!

sniff.. sniff..

HUGA HUGA!! Fiona CHEER UP!!

Great days are coming for you.. wukakakaka...

• This picture.. explains how i am feeling .. for now...

wish to stop thinking bout ...

wish to tell myself to stop thinking 'bout ...

stay focus...

i caught... staring at me for some moment..

i admit it that i stare too for some moment..

but..

tried to get it out..

don't want to make myself to be the stupid one...

Oh my..

what is this..

Don't want to be like this..

i really mean it..

leave me alone..

P L e a S e..

Micheal.. I'm Sorry..

We can no longer hear Micheal Jackson live concert..anymore ...

UPSET...

Read 'bout his news yesterday..

Gotta say that he is a nice person..

Feel so sorry towards him that i misjudge him..

Micheal... I'm SORRY..

Till now.. i feel like i can't believe it that you've left..

To somewhere.. far.. that we can't reach you..

Micheal.. don't worry..

Your dream of being the best superstar that everyone will remember you..

Already achieved long time ago..

You're always the OnE and there'll be no other YOU..