... draW me further apart from thiS..

I am n ot sure whether i di the right thing..

All these while.. training .. leave no happiness for me..

Why ?? T____T

Am doing the right thing??

Wish That miracle will happen..

Hope to bE like dE roSe but i noE it's IMPOSSIBLE

.... I always keep this in my heart and i didn't share this with anyone.. i guess no one understand how i actually feels.. I've got lots of girlfriends that really look GREAT!! While.. me... i am just too ugly to go near them and.. i feel really upset about it.. Have not been happy about how i look.. (T__T) Tears role down from my eyes everytime i think about this matter.. How great we look are what the societies want nowadays.. Believe me this is so true!! Even when you go out and work they'll be judging us based on our appearance.. haiz.. UPSET... Even when we're at college.. if you got that LOOK.. you'll be treated better by people.. I always noticed that and i will walk a bit further from that situation just to calm myself and to resist from being upset...

Why.. am i d UGLY one???

(T__T)