I don't know whether the decision i made was a right one or a wrong one. But i am sure that what i made really hurts a lot of people. Especially to him. I am so scare that what i've made will be the decision that will make me feel regret for the whole of my life. I am 19, long way of journey is still waiting for me. But, it's not as easy as what it has been thought. Won't deny that when people say i am still young and still got much more of thing waiting for me, the words are true. But still stuff are different for me. I don't really know how to explain but i really feel so scare. Can't deny that i really miss him but still, i am not sure whethere it's because of too used of having him before this or it's about the feelings i have for him.




















Dare not to love
Dare not to open my heart anymore
All the lad please come no near me..

The PRODUCER was in tense condition... He won't cool down no matter what...
The monotone guy is trying to practice with his script. Good job by the way. Finally you manage to do it in a not so monotone way. ..(LOL)

Our group WRAP UP pattern... special leh.... hehehehe...

I'm so sorry... i don't know why all of sudden i feel like sitting like that...

Now.. i have to pay attention to Chris... listen to the orders...."Yes sir, Yes BaBi"

ADUI why can't this BABI stop sweating and cool himself down la...

The In FM crew!! for more information pls login to www.in.fm (LOL)

VOiLa!! The Johnny's food really look very THai-ish~

My food la..

I don't know why i feel like being a bit boyish recently. What had happen to me?

Chinese New Year Live show = on Christmas Eve ??!!!

On this year Christmas i have to keep listening to the chinese new year songs just to keep the chinese new year mood for the radio live show. Though there were a few techincal problem occur but we had did our best and the cooperation was amazing. Chris.. thanks for everything...we knew that you work very hard for this and it can be seen from your dark circles.. LOL... just kidding.. anyway really thank you a lots... To Anthony Bella Bella... Yea yea oh oh tata oh.. i know i am not spontanous enough.. fine! you will do everything! (LOL) Don't worry it's just a joke.. i am sorry that i can't control my hand these few day hehehe..Anyway .. no doubt that you are a talented announcer! Good Job...

Khing Mun i am sorry i hitted you .. er.. welll.. you know hahahaha...

Well.. today was a wonderful day and happy is a no doubt. Really love you guys a lots!!

Wonderful day i have....

I had a wonderful day yesterday. Well i won't deny that it was really tiring and my neck was so pain and my leg was so shaky after the shooting. Well, after the recoding at "Gary's" house i went and meet CK for his shooting. We stop at Ee Von's house and start the day with a simple make up. After that we head to the swimming pool there to have our "picnic" scene. Me, Nantana and another chinese girl i forgot her name (opss ..so sorry....). We have to eat non stop and what's worst was we need to pretend to laugh. Well, to be more precise.. i need to pretend laughing like an insane chinese lady,HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!


It took about.. 2 to 3 hours to shoot that scene. WOW~ butt pain cause i am wearing a short skirt so i have to fold my leg properly when i sit, or else.. it will be my "porn movie". Alright, when we are done with that, the Adv. students take turn to snap photos with us. Well Well Well... and now finally that "Fat Gay Director" (LOL) confess the truth after so long! He said that he remember me for some shit! "If it is raining.. Fiona will be the last one to know it is raining"!!! It was so stupid as the TT MC finalist and programme designer used to call me with that! (URGH!!!)
Ok.. Fat Gay.. laugh till you feel like stopping ... i don't mind..!! (BLEK~)




Well it was pretty late after that so we went to Genting Klang for dinner. Honestly, i feel uneasy for the seniors to treat me and Nantana dinner.Yea.. i had "PORN RICE" (LOL). It was suppose to be prawn rice and not porn rice. It was all because of that Fat Gay. He named my rice like that.Well.. I really feel super uneasy because they are treating us as if we are the boss oand they are the worker for us. I will feel myself being rude for that. I tried to take my purse out to pay for my own dinner but Fat Gay stop me. ( SIGH .. haizzz.. ) When we finished our dinner we head to Ashlee's house for the next shoot.






Pity Nantana. i bet she have phobia towards muruku now ( HAAHAHAHAHAHA)...
Her scene was to eat muruku in front of the television and to stand during the countdown. Imagine that she need to eat that not so tasty muruku for so many times. What's worst was that she was feeling so full because we just had our dinner!!





OK~ Finally it's my turn...........
I have to wet my super long hair at first and put lots of shampoo onto it so that bubbles are seen. My neck was really pain because i have to bend my neck and body to show that i am washing my hair. It was funny that because of my too long hair i have to shoot a few more times as before that i didn't split my hair away when i need to stand and face the camera. (ended up looking like ... er....... hantu berambut panjang hahahahah)
When everything was done~ my leg was really shaking as if it was having an earthquake. Thank God no one notice about it. i don't want to make them worry.





Finally the shooting was done. I hope what i did can help them in their assignments. Feel so glad that i can get to know them. Especially that Fat Gay hahaha... The Banana and being "racist" for the own race. Finally i found someone in the college that have the same thinking just like me. I thought i am a weirdo at first for being like that. But now.. i know that i am not.. hahahaha...









































































































(To Be Continue when i get those photos..... hahahaha...)