Why is everything sticked together in the New Semester???

The second semester had finally begin. Well, i attented the very first lecture today. Radio and DJ lecture at DK ABC. Conducted by Mr. Justin Lopez, elder brother of Jennifer Lopez. HEHEHE..
When he brief about the subject, i don't know why but the word STRESS kept haunting me!
Practical based is what Mr. Justin said the second semester will be focusing on. Get the feeling of WORRY i can say. As i feel that i am not good in enough and there are too many good ones around me. There are times i feel that i can fit into no where. Why do i feel so? You may question me that but i can only please you by saying " I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY ". Maybe i feel too low self esteem? That's me. Since young till now. *sigh*







OH YA!! Back to the topic! Second semester timetable is really killing me! All the time are sticking together and hardly get a break. LONG HOURS of LECTURES and TUTORIALS!!
Why is't only E1 get such a "marvelous" "wonderful" "fantastic" timetable??!!
That's a sad thing. But, there are lots of happy thing coming up next! HAHAHAHA.. i mean right now.
I wonder is't all the cupids are trying to get higher salary? XD!!
If not why is't there are so many couples after the semester break???
In my class alne there are 3 pairs!
In other class also there's at least 1 pair!
PAIR ~
PAIR~
PAIR~

Adui~ kepala pun dah putar-putar!




Before i forget i want to wish :

♥ VC and Karena

♥ Alfred and Yoon Yi

♥ Christopher and Grace






♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ SEMOGA BAHAGIA ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ *wink*










Felt happy today. Because i get to look at you smiling at the phone when i texted you.
Felt extremely happy.
You don't look that fierce anymore. *hehehehe*
Wonder what are you feeling at that time and i wish to tell you that i feel very happy that i can get to see you today. Even it's not face to face but, from a far distance also i can feel the happiness... ^^

Congrats to my dearest Uncle Ocean, but.. "kesian" me..

This Uncle Ocean and Aunt May.. I will upload more of his photos when i get the other photos from my uncle..

I feel so happy seeing Uncle Ocean smiling like that. This is the first time i saw that...

Me and my mum..

Look alike??

This is me..
My cousin trying to snap my photo as a revenge actually as i kept snapping his photo so he wanted to snapped mine also..

It was hectic and tiring for sure these few days helping my uncle to arrange all his marriage stuff. It's not easy !! Sleep late but needs to wake up early in the morning. But as long as my uncle feels happy i don't mind ^^..

Well now.. every uncle at my mum's side family are married. The next.. i guess is just waiting for my cousin brother or.. me to get married?? HAHAHAHA.. It's a stupid joke, i know. I will not marry until i achieve what i want in my career. Career have to come first then only i will go after marriage as i don't want my family to suffer next time. I want to be there to provide what my parent want and to be there to provide what my children needs. I don't want my husband to provide everything!

Back to the story..

That night was awesome.. i mean, the wedding dinner.. Though i didn't get to eat much as i was the "CAMERAMAN" for my uncle. But i feel happy becuase once again i can see my uncle smiling like the sun shining! Besides that i can also feel how happy my aunts and mum to see thheir youngest brother to be a REAL GROWN UP! LOL

But.. what makes me feel.. "kesian me" was that....

My uncle's friends.. came and ?"serbu" me just to snap photos with me and to get my number..

AND NOW... i am in TROUBLE!!!

Watching you from far....

Moved my mouse to the link.. and clicked it..

The word surprise came into my mind as i didn't expect you to dedicate the post to me..

I will not misunderstanding and i understand what you are trying to say...but there are times.. i wish that you could tell things straight forwardly..

Do not make it to beat about the bush.. as there are times i do judge or will get it wrongly..

I don't want to hurt you.. i don't want to make you angry too...

I wish to see you smile... Wish to hear you laugh...

Wish you to be like how you used to be...

I know.. that i can't do anything anymore.. it's too late..

But there are things i really wanted to talk with you and share every single experienced that i went through to you..

But... hesitation came to me..





Will you listen? Will you care about it? Or will you just ask me to zip my mouth and hold it with both of my hands and walk away"?



Tried to get my eye away from the phone... but.. it didn't really work, i suppose..



There are times i wish that there are no hesitation passing by me.. or even you..

But that couldn't be true..



Saw you in my mind.. walking and standing far away..

I'm just right behind you.. stretching my little fingers ..

But it can't be reached.. i keep it back..

It's another hesitation.. HAIZ~

What will you do if you were me?

What will you do if you are right behind me?

Will i get a call from you..?

Or i will get no sign of you, at all?



I wanted to tell you that i really missed you too..

Truly a lots...

Wishing that i could hear you... speak to me..

Whisper to me..

Right beside me...



Not getting it wrong...