Watching you from far....

Moved my mouse to the link.. and clicked it..

The word surprise came into my mind as i didn't expect you to dedicate the post to me..

I will not misunderstanding and i understand what you are trying to say...but there are times.. i wish that you could tell things straight forwardly..

Do not make it to beat about the bush.. as there are times i do judge or will get it wrongly..

I don't want to hurt you.. i don't want to make you angry too...

I wish to see you smile... Wish to hear you laugh...

Wish you to be like how you used to be...

I know.. that i can't do anything anymore.. it's too late..

But there are things i really wanted to talk with you and share every single experienced that i went through to you..

But... hesitation came to me..





Will you listen? Will you care about it? Or will you just ask me to zip my mouth and hold it with both of my hands and walk away"?



Tried to get my eye away from the phone... but.. it didn't really work, i suppose..



There are times i wish that there are no hesitation passing by me.. or even you..

But that couldn't be true..



Saw you in my mind.. walking and standing far away..

I'm just right behind you.. stretching my little fingers ..

But it can't be reached.. i keep it back..

It's another hesitation.. HAIZ~

What will you do if you were me?

What will you do if you are right behind me?

Will i get a call from you..?

Or i will get no sign of you, at all?



I wanted to tell you that i really missed you too..

Truly a lots...

Wishing that i could hear you... speak to me..

Whisper to me..

Right beside me...



Not getting it wrong...