I don't know whether the decision i made was a right one or a wrong one. But i am sure that what i made really hurts a lot of people. Especially to him. I am so scare that what i've made will be the decision that will make me feel regret for the whole of my life. I am 19, long way of journey is still waiting for me. But, it's not as easy as what it has been thought. Won't deny that when people say i am still young and still got much more of thing waiting for me, the words are true. But still stuff are different for me. I don't really know how to explain but i really feel so scare. Can't deny that i really miss him but still, i am not sure whethere it's because of too used of having him before this or it's about the feelings i have for him.




















Dare not to love
Dare not to open my heart anymore
All the lad please come no near me..