Feel a bit lonely today.. (sigh)

Shan Shan is getting along with her classmates very well.. While me?? I don't know why that i started to feel.. a bit lost and.. a bit lonely.. some are busy with the one they admire.. some are busy with their tama world.. some are ment to clump together like UHU glue.. some are somewhere at the corner.. (long sigh~)

I can still remember it vividly.. last time.. we used to clump together like UHU glue too.. but now...??

No more.. no longer.. (hm~) ..

Maybe our UHU glue is the pirated one that made from C***A...

I admit it that i am being too emotional and.. sensitive but.. i really don't know hoe to control it. Bad me huh?

I miss you guys Taran.. Amy... Jess.. Naza.. Piyan.. Sa'a... Amir... Aus.. Jen Hoong.. K.Ming.. Hana.. Gek Yu.. Choo... Itik... 5 Sc 1 and all the Tasikians..

Is it because i am not getting used with the new environment?

HM~ i don't think so...

Where can i get the answer??

No one can ever understand how hard it feels..

I don want to hate..

I want to love..

I want to care..

Tring to move forward..

Must i sacrifice myself for others to be happy?

AGAIN..??

Why is't always have to be me??

( ~ S I G H ~ )